[This was originally a guest post on my buddy, Stephen's blog. You can find him at writingsforthemad.blogspot.com. You can also follow him on twitter with the handle, @smoran26]
The green LED notification light on my Android blinked to alert me of the email from my potential editor. As I slid the lock screen down and stared at the home screen, I feverishly opened my Gmail account with anticipation to see what she had done to improve my work.
To be clear, I am and will continue to be very selective as to who will have the honor to touch my work in that way. This particular editor, who I met through a popular social network that I prefer not to name, carried herself in a very professional way. It was clear that she was driven, and while I had never laid eyes on anything she had edited, I felt as if I could trust her with my words. After pressing my finger to open the email entitled, “Your story, improved” it was clear that she was a bit full of herself.
Self-confidence was a necessary part of this craft, that much she understood, but I grimaced at the way she desecrated my baby. Perhaps it was a lapse of judgment to send her a piece that I held so dear to my heart right off the bat, but what better ways to test her mettle?
The once beautiful words I penned were now chaotically rearranged, an unsightly shell of what it meant to be. With the phone still in my hand, I ventured back to my inbox and pressed on the ‘compose’ tab. I grimaced as I typed the letter, knowing full well she’d buy into my heap of lies that would make their way to her in a matter of minutes.
“Dear Nicole,
I love what you did with my story. It was a very important piece, perhaps the most important of my short career. I’d like to meet with you in person to talk about compensation for future works of mine. I think we make a great team so far. I’ll be home all day today so shoot me a reply if you’re available at all today. Time is of the essence.”
As soon as I hit send, I felt a discomfort in the pit of my stomach, knowing that I had lied to this woman. Spoon feeding her hopes and dreams was the only way to make her pay for the crimes she committed against my passion.
I called my wife to tell her of the expected company after receiving a return email telling me that was in fact free today.
“Hey, love. I have some money here for you to pick up some shit from the grocery store. I have a friend stopping by and I’d prefer if I was here alone to discuss business.”
I nodded my head along with her willingness to compromise my needs. She told me she’d be here in a few to grab the cash. The wife came and went, almost with perfect timing, as I was expecting the self-professed editor extraordinaire would be in my presence. I made my way to the garage and lifted the door up before pulling up a chair and cracking a beer.
For one reason or another, I wasn’t nervous of my plans. This was a big step for me, to sacrifice so much in the name of my writing. I keep telling myself that is necessary, and it really is. Her rusty red Ford pulled up and she parked it across the street as she made my acquaintance. Her bleach blonde hair bounced with every step, her slender figure met my eyes as she stepped through the raised garage door.
She extended her hand and placed it in mine, shaking it as I asked her if she’d like a mixed drink. She agreed to my offering. I slipped inside and reached into the cabinet before grasping the liter of Ketel One and a 12 ounce can of Sierra Mist. I stepped into the bathroom and swung open the medicine cabinet, grabbing a sleep aid that my wife used semi regularly. Turning the bottle upside down, I shook two into my open hand before twisting the cap back on.
I placed the pills on the counter and crushed them with a spoon, brushing them into the mixed drink. I made my way back to the garage, where she was sitting and admiring the cloudless sky.
“Here’s your drink.”
“Oh, thank you.”
I pulled up a matching oak wood chair and sat beside her, joining her in her admiration.
“So, tell me about yourself,” I said as I turned my attention from natures blue to her own.
“Well, I’m more of an editor than a writer, but I like to dip into that sometimes as well.”
“Would you say you have a grasp on the craft?”
“I’d like to think so,” she answered as she sipped her drink, “but I think you could be a better judge of that than I could.”
I rose up from my chair and walked over to my wall of tools. As I stared at various screwdrivers and hammers, I reacted to her statement.
“That’s actually why I called you here. There’s something about your work that touches me the wrong way. It almost seems like your goal is to desecrate and shit on anything worth a damn.”
Shock overcame her face as I continued on.
“I’ve watched you for a while and it seems to me that you’re not in it for the love. You’re in it for the money. The prospect of what this art could bring you financially. I can’t stand people like you. Talentless fucking hacks.”
She defiantly stood up, “I will not be insulted.” She intended to defend herself more, but stumbled and complained of feeling dizzy. I giggled to myself once she staggered backwards on landed on her ass, now laying on the garage floor.
“You’re making this a little too easy for me, darlin’.”
I clutched a hammer that was hanging from the wall and stepped forth, telling her I’d make damn sure that she’d not have the opportunity to ruin another’s work. The fear in her eyes filled me on what she believed my intentions to be.
“No, I’m not going to kill you. Get that out of your head right now. You will be punished, though.”
She took a deep breath when I lifted the hammer above my head sent it crashing down on the opposite side of her palm. She tried to let out a scream, but couldn’t. Either the drug had taken over or the sheer pain knocked her out.
I proceeded by smashing every one of her fingers into dust. I rolled her out into the driveway as my wife pulled up with groceries.
“Another editor?”
“Another hack. You know what to do.”
She nodded her head and dug into Nicole’s pockets to grab the editor’s keys from inside. As she revved up the engine, I placed Nicole in the back seat.
My wife pulled away and drove off into the distance. Dark clouds now concealed the once gorgeous blue skies.
“I love when it storms.”
Tuesday, October 22, 2013
Saturday, July 21, 2012
Up In Flames
Gertrude and Hope gathered firewood as the sky turned a
darker shade of blue, signaling sunset in the coming minutes. As Hope cradled
the family of sticks in the basket of her extended forearms, Gertrude
questioned why she was not shaken from the sight of her husband’s soon to be
rotting skeleton.
“Well, for one, I don’t believe you. Second, I don’t believe
it is Matthew, that’s not possible, and thirdly you’re not going to scare me
into replacing you in this hell hole that you call home, Gertie.”
Gertrude looked on in disbelief after referring to her as ‘Gertie.’
She dropped the wood and allowed them to roll beyond her bare feet. Stepping
over the scattered lumber, she stared at her youthful face.
“Why would you call me that? What do you know?”
“Excuse me?” she asked. “I didn’t mean anything by it, it
was just a nickname.”
Gertrude turned her back to her and began gathering the wood
once again.
“Do not call me that again. I’m not joking.”
Hope rolled her eyes at her snide comment and waited
impatiently for her to finish her task. Once the wood was in her hands again,
she led the way back to the cave. The visibility of their shadows decreased
along with the sunlight, and by the time they arrived it was pitch black.
Gertrude told her to sit tight as she grabbed a lantern from the side of the opening.
Matthew’s struggle was still ongoing, as Hope could hear her
husband growing more and more frustrated with being left alone for over an hour.
His grunts could clearly be heard to Hope, but it was unclear whether Gertrude
was simply ignoring them or her hearing was deteriorating from old age.
With the branches still in hand, she walked over to the
elderly woman and asked her where to leave them.
“Inside, place them in the fire pit.”
Hope did as she was told and dropped them within the circle
of rocks that held the ash from a previous fire. She then walked over to her
husband and sat to the left of his face with her legs folded.
“She will remove the spell if you cooperate. She didn’t hurt
me. Her name is Gertrude and she seems like a sweet lady, she’s just tired of
living this way. I think we should help her.”
“Help her? She’s a
fucking psycho,” he shot back at her, “she dragged me and you both to this
place without regard for our lives and now you want to help her?”
“She didn’t hurt either of us, we’re still alive. Why don’t
you ever believe in me? I trust her and I think you should too.”
“Oh, so you go for a nature walk and suddenly you have
matching best friend forever rings?”
“That’s not what I said, you fucker,” sending a slap to the
top of his head, “listen to me. Even if you don’t trust her, you have to trust
me. Do you want to sit here paralyzed for the rest of your life? You need to
trust her and not fake it. She’ll know.”
Gertrude stepped through the entrance and wasn’t the least
bit shocked to see them talking. She placed a small velvet bag next to the wood
that she dumped on the dirt ground beneath her. Rubbing two sticks together like a boy scout
in training until a spark arose and flames burst throughout the cavity, she
clutched the bag in her hand and slithered her way over to Hope and Matthew.
“I’m gonna tell you the same thing I told her,” with her
raspy voice cracking mid-sentence, “if you try to turn on me, you’ll be right
back in the predicament you’re in now. If cooperating is a problem then you can
lay there and rot.”
Matthew reluctantly agreed, which resulted in a variation of
the same chant she performed on Hope just an hour ago. As he sat up, he
realized that he was doing so too quickly and was told to take it easy by his
wife. He laid back down on his back and sat up with ease, taking a deep breath
before scooting closer to the fire for warmth.
“You’re getting it,” Gertrude spoke, “stay there.” She gestured
to Hope to do the same. “I am going to show you something that you need to see.”
She reached into the bag and pinched a bit of blue dust
between her fingers and sprinkled it atop the dancing flames. Standing aside
it, she stuck her arms out and possessed the fire. Visions of a young Gertrude
and a clean shaven older man with white hair and an old tuxedo sitting in a room
were seen within the flare.
The room had a dozen clocks on the wall, all different
designs, and the monotonous tick-tocking was heard across the bowels of the
cave.
“Gertrude, you were born to do this. You know how to survive
off of the land, you excel at hunting. That’s what the training was about. You
were the star student since day one, and now I present you with the opportunity
to save the world. You will be given the gift of eternal life for as long as
you need it. Until you find a replacement or you just want to stop, but please
note that if you choose to give up your position, the rest of us go along with
you.”
“I understand.”
“This is a big responsibility, do you understand?”
“I do.”
“Come with me, I have to show you what you must do.”
He took her to a back room and flipped the switch on the
wall before they both walked in.
“Sit down and lift up the sleeve of your shirt.”
The older gentleman reached into a desk drawer and pulled
out a small black box. Clicking the latches open, he pulled out a needle and
kneeled down beside her.
“You’re going to feel a tingling sensation once I inject
you. It’s nothing to worry about, but you will have to do continuous doses
throughout your stay. We’ll fill you in on that once you get there.”
He injected her and her face tensed up at the tingling he
told her she would feel.
“There’s something else you should know. Any time you feel a
semblance of the ground move, there are visitors. You can either leave them be
or convince them to replace you. It is of utmost importance that you choose wisely,
just as we have with you.”
“Where will I be staying?”
“Jared will fill you in with the rest. It’s time for you to
begin your new life. I wish you the best of luck, Gertrude. Thank you for your
upcoming sacrifices. I will ensure that your name live on forever in the name
of humanity.”
Gertrude fell backwards and landed on her back, unconscious.
The act of showing them this vision had obviously taken a lot out of her.
The ground began to tremble, causing Matthew and Hope to
look at each other, questioning what to do next.
“You heard the man, “Matthew said, “let’s see who came to visit
us.”
Friday, July 20, 2012
Hopeless
The look in their eyes screamed of despair as this woman who
could best described as a witch continued her demonic chanting. Matthew tried
to nudge his wife to get her attention but soon realized that they were placed
under a spell of paralysis. While he was attempting to find a way to break the
spell, she began whining and wincing, trying to get her attention.
She laughed off her attempts and saw through her charade,
she stepped over to her and asked whether she was questioning her intelligence
or not.
“No, I would never think of doing such a thing,” she snapped
back, “you only kidnapped me and my husband, tossed us in a cave to rot and
cast some sort of fucked up spell on the both of us, but no, I’d never dream of
insulting you.”
She heard a giggle coming from her husband after taking a
quick glance in his direction, which put a silent smile on her face. The fact
that she strong armed laughter from him in such a tense situation helped ease
her stress. As Matthew looked on, noticing the woman becoming increasingly
frustrated at how uncooperative she was being, he knew there’d be an
opportunity to turn the tables on her.
Before he could spring the first part of his plan in action,
she got on all fours and crawled towards them, looking down at the couple, face
to face. With one eye fixed on Hope and the other settled on Matthew, she let
them know a piece of her intentions.
“I want you to know why I’m here and why you must stay with
me. We must protect this place, it is vital to do so. It’s not a job for one
person and I’ve done it this way for far too long. I’m too old for this,” she
said with a whimper, acknowledging her inevitable descent from her once youthful
grace.
“Doesn’t seem like you’re struggling that hard, lady. You
dragged me through the woods like you were Paul Bunyan, now you’re getting too
old?”
“Do not call me lady, show some respect,” she lashed at him,
“and yes, I am getting too old for this. Physical strength only accounts for a
smidgen of what I do. The outside world, where you’re from, depends on me to do
what I do. So like I said, show some respect.”
She got on her knees and then to her feet, striding over to a
pit of ashes inside a circle of rocks that she set up long ago. She pointed to
Hope and asked if she could trust her were she to relinquish the paralysis that
was restraining her from the neck down.
“I need some help gathering firewood. If you can’t promise
you won’t try to flee, I’ll just do it myself.”
Hope looked to her husband for guidance, and when he shook his head no, she did the exact opposite and agreed to her terms.
Hope looked to her husband for guidance, and when he shook his head no, she did the exact opposite and agreed to her terms.
“I’ll help you.”
Grabbing the green book of spells from the table, she
recited another chant and instructed Hope to wiggle her toes. Matthew looked on
in frustration, knowing that his wife would be able to roam free while he would
remain sequestered in the damp cave. He let his displeasure known by voicing a
grunt as his wife made her way to her feet.
She followed her out of the entrance and into the baking
sunlight, attempting to spark conversation while they searched for sufficient
branches and logs.
“So how’d you end up here?”
“Same way you did. I won’t tell you any more, you will see
it all for yourself.”
“What’s that mean?”
“In due time you will see exactly what I mean but now I have
a question for you.”
“Alright, shoot.”
“Why do you stay?”
“Excuse me?”
“With him, why do you stay?”
She looked at her with disbelief oozing from her pours, “You
don’t know him like I do. You don’t know what we’ve been through together.”
“Oh, but I do,” she corrected her as they slithered their
way through an upcoming collection of thin bamboo. “Enough of this, you’ll see
it all later on. Come. We’re close.”
Hope questioned what they were really doing out here.
“I told you, we’re grabbing firewood.”
“There’s plenty of it right here, “ she said while looking
down at the sticks at their feet.
“Yes, but that is for later. Follow me or I’m dragging you
back to the cave.”
“Before we continue, I’m growing tired of thinking of you as
a nameless old woman. Can we put a name to your face, please?”
“Does my name really matter to you?”
“It does. It’s important to me.”
The woman thought it over before surrendering to the
question.
“Gertrude. Now let’s go.”
“You look like a Gertrude. I could have guessed that.”
“Well, maybe you should have,” she said, becoming
increasingly annoyed with each piece of dialogue. She held the brush open for
Hope to pass through first. As she stepped out of the shade provided by natures
sprawling children, she was in awe at the sheer beauty of the waterfall up
ahead of her.
“What a beautiful sight, thank you for showing this to me.”
“This is not why I brought you here. This is.”
She ventured over to a patch of dirt, low on vegetation and
any form of green life.
“Go on, a little behind there,” Gertrude instructed.
As Hope peered beyond the lifeless ground and around a tree,
she saw a skeleton resting in the dirt.
“Why’d you bring me here? Who is this?”
Gertrude stepped forward and looked her in the eye.
“Your husband.”
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
In The Cafe (Co-written by Ella Thomas)
I told the taxi driver to stay parked in front of the post
office before I slammed the door shut. The fare was ridiculous, so I guess you
could say I was doing myself a disservice by making the bill double, but I
didn’t have a choice. Glenn was using my car for a stakeout and the office
wasn’t exactly in walking distance. As I pulled the smooth metal handle on the glass
door, I held it open for a blonde woman and her daughter to step through before
I entered. She thanked me for being a gentleman and I insisted it wasn’t a big
deal.
As I stepped into the main corridor, it amazed me to this
day just how beautiful it was on the inside. Marble pillars holding up the
ceiling shouldn’t have been wasted on a post office. I thought to myself that
this place would be perfect to house a museum. The security guard, Roman, greeted me the same way he had every week
since he started working here. The badge on his jet black uniform was crooked,
but he was too involved with the world inside of his phone to notice.
“You gotta put the phone down, Roman. It’s rotting your
brain.”
He looked up at me with a smirk on his face, “Ha, yeah but
it’s so addicting! You don’t have one?”
“Of course not, I barely like talking to people as is, why
would I want them to contact me at any moment?”
He shrugged his shoulders and disregarded my comment as I
fiddled around with the contents in my pocket. Pushing aside the slim wad of
money to finger the key for my P.O. Box, I walked over to box number 154. I
slid my key into the lock and turned until I heard a click, and pulled it open.
The usual array of obligations rested inside, but behind them laid a package.
As I reached for and grabbed the package I walked over to a marble platform and
placed it on top.
With the key still in my hand, I used it to cut through the
plastic tape to see what was in the box. Inside was a mirror with a small post
it note attached.
“I want to see you. Meet me at the Brightmore CafĂ© tonight
at 7. I don’t like to ask twice, I detest having to beg.”
I relinquished a small laugh to myself before pocketing the
mirror and note, acknowledging Roman before I left. He wished me a good day as
I walked through the corridor. I liked Roman, even though he was a pea brained
imbecile who allowed technology to consume his mind.
The Arabian cab driver complained when I approached the
vehicle, citing the heat as one of the many reasons he was miserable. As beads
of sweat manifested on his forehead, I slapped the roof of the taxi and told
him I would no longer need his services. I handed him a 50 and when he reached
for change, I told him not to bother. He adjusted his Mets cap before pulling
away.
As I strolled down the crowded streets of Yonkers, I
couldn’t help but wonder who sent me this package. The package was without a
return address, so that removed one of my leads right off the bat. The contents
of it made me lean towards the sender being a female, which didn’t really add
up to me. Interaction with the opposite sex was at an all-time low, so maybe I
should step into the café with my guard up.
A car horn disrupted my train of thought, beeping at a
pedestrian too busy on his iPhone to care of his own wellbeing. I shook my head
and carried on, just blocks away from the Brightmore Café. As I crossed the
street safely, the sunlight beaming down and onto a skyscraper nearly blinded
me, the reflection causing me to squint into the distance.
I approached the coffee shop with loads of questions
tumbling around in my head. I took a deep breath and stepped through the
entrance, which sent a “ding!” throughout the store to alert the workers of a
customer. I perused the setup, looking for a woman sitting alone.
Directly in front of me sat a couple sharing a bagel. I
doubt she’d come here with another so it couldn’t have been her. Then a woman
caught my eye. A young woman, barely in her twenties, sitting crouched up with
her legs against the table, notepad resting on her knee with the end of a pen
just grazing her lips. She looked up at me. I walked towards her to share her
presence. She was wearing a pink Hollister low cut top and an even lower cut
pair of white silk shorts.
“Are you James?” she asked me.
“I am. And you are?” She offered her hand and I took it in
my own, kissing it with a soft touch, marveling at her natural beauty. If she wore
make-up, it wasn’t much. Her blonde hair extended further than her shoulders,
and her face was relatively small. She resembled a Hollywood starlet who refused
to come to mind. Finally, before giving her hand back to her, I took a quick
glance at her eyes. Her pale baby blue eyes spoke stories, novels of a Hell
that she’d only dare share with her coveted readers. I couldn’t begin to fathom
what she had been through.
“My name is Ella Thomas and I’ve aspired to meet you for as
long as I can remember. This is a dream come true,” she said, gushing, “I’ve
imagined this day many times. You’re one of the few who writes what they live.
I admire that.”
I scooted my way into the seat across from her, questioning
what she knew and how she knew it.
“Let’s not get into details. I have friends in high places
and that’s all that matters. “
“Yeah? You make it seem like I haven’t heard about you.”
“Oh,” she shot back, “I know you have. Which makes me
question why you’d even show up tonight. I wasn’t expecting you.”
Finally, he cut to the chase, “I don’t really care what you
were expecting,” he remarked before calling the bartender over to their table.
I came to the conclusion that she chose this café above the others because this
was one of the few that actually served alcohol. It was a fact that they didn’t
opt to hide, either. Calligraphy painted over a green backdrop read, “We
proudly serve alcohol.” The lighting was dim, creating a night time setting
even though it was still early evening. The brick walls were a nice touch and
complimented the scenery very well.
The bartender slumbered over to us and asked what I’d like.
“Give me the house vodka and Sprite, and whatever the lady
wants.”
The bearded, slender bartender looked in her direction. She
scratched her chin while choosing her drink, ultimately on a scotch with a water. Before she could proceed forward, the barkeep
approached them both with their requested drinks and asked if they needed
anything else. They both shoed him away, resulting in a simultaneous smile from
the both of them.
She spoke again, “can we get down to business now?”
“Shoot,” he said, while taking a sip of his mixed drink.
She pointed to a man sitting at the bar, donning a leather
jacket and sunglasses. “Wanna see me work? Let’s see if you can handle being a witness
to what I do. I ask you to just sit back and enjoy,” she said with a rye smile.
“Wanna join me outside for a cigarette? I’m not really
comfortable discussing this in here. At least outside we can create our own
privacy.”
James studied her eyes and quickly picked up on the fact
that she took it the wrong way, but he couldn’t bring himself to fault her for
it. Beyond her beautiful eyes resided a damaged ice queen. Her blonde hair
surrendered to the flow of the air conditioning, basking around in its
continuous flow. I followed her out the door, marveling at her tremendous
backside, knowing there was nothing I could possibly do with her.
She led the way and sparked her cigarette first in the
parking lot before passing the lighter to me. Before I could exhale my first
drag, I asked her what she sought me out for.
“Because we have a kinship. We are both killers. Are we to
avoid that fact?”
“Avoid it? You haven’t a clue as to who I am, let alone what
I do.”
“That’s where you’re wrong,” she snapped back.” What if I
knew the real you? The one who maims and murders, but for a good cause? That’s
where you and I are alike. That’s when I gained such an interest in you. I want
to know more.”
I sighed at the harsh reality that somebody knew my truth,
but felt as if I could trust her.
“So why do you do what you do?” I asked before putting the
butt to my lips.
She flicked hers before answering, “Men are pigs. Groomed,
made this way. Their way of thinking is instilled in their brains since birth,
they’re all the same.”
I shook my head in agreement, billowing out a cloud of smoke
that the wind swept away within seconds.
“The guy inside, you taking him home tonight?”
“I’d planned on it, but only if you watch. I have a room at
the Mariott in Manhattan. Here’s a spare key,” Ella said before placing it in
my palm, “Meet me there as soon as I have my claws in him.”
I thought about her proposition, but she tossed her
remaining stick away as she walked towards the door. I again played follow the
leader and sat at the table we called our own while she moved next to the man
in the leather jacket.
“Hiya,” she chirped and as the man turned to face her, I
could see a look of sudden sexual hunger flash across his face.
“Well, if you aren’t the prettiest piece of blonde cake I
have seen all day. Can I get you a drink?”
“You can get me…” she began, pausing to bite at the side of
her lip, “A scotch please, kind sir.”
“Please and sir, even. Looks to die for and you still have
manners,” the man said as he turned his stool toward her, his hand casually
brushing her leg. As she made no move to stop his advance and indeed, gave him
a warm sexy smile, he put his palm on her knee and leaned closer to her. “You
smell wonderful.”
“Thank you, sir,” she whispered, taking a sip of the drink
as he ran his hand along the inside of her leg.
“Your skin is amazing,” he said, making no pretense to hide
his desire, pushing his thumb under the silk shorts.
While he stared at her exposed flesh, she turned her head to
give a quick nod to James, as she was now quite sure she set the hook deep
enough.
“Listen, I’ve been walking around this city all day. Is
there any chance you might be so kind as to give me a massage? I’d be mighty
grateful, sir,” she said, her voice bringing a smile to his face.
“How grateful?” he said, leaning quite close to her.
She pressed her mouth against his ear and whispered, “Sir,
you can do whatever you want to me. All. Night. Long.”
The man didn’t waste another moment, pulled a twenty out of
his pocket and threw it on the bar. He jumped from the stool and offered his
hand to Ella. I couldn’t help but smile at her brutal efficiency as the man led
her from the bar less than ten minutes after she had approached him.
Less than thirty minutes passed before her hotel room door
was nudged open lightly. This guy could barely contain himself, already kissing
and caressing before they were even through the doorway. Ella stopped and
smiled before I made my presence known.
“Hello.”
He staggered back, shock overcoming him. “Who in the fuck
are you? Ella, get him outta here, there’s some creep in your room. Call
security.”
As I sat in the darkened corner with the lights off, I
laughed at her response.
“I’m fairly sure the only creep in this room is you. He
isn’t going anywhere. He is going to watch. Either you deal with that or leave.
If you are not leaving, come here.”
She sat down on the bed and leaned back, waiting for him to
join her. I put my elbows on my knees, holding my head in my hands as he slowly
approached. Reading his body language, I could tell that he was uncomfortable with
the situation but wouldn’t let it get in the way of getting his piece. He
draped his jacket over the edge of the bed, close to where Ella’s purse rested
on the floor.
He grabbed her face and kissed her lips roughly, his
breathing getting a heavy as he climbed on top of her. Getting a bit more
aggressive with each passing second, he ripped her shorts down and pinned her
arms back. I could tell Ella didn’t like where this was headed, but I knew she
was fully capable of taking care of herself.
“What about the massage?” she said.
“Fuck the massage, did you really think that’s what we were
going to do?”
As he unzipped his pants and stroked himself, Ella took the
opportunity to attempt an escape, but he dug his fingers into her shoulders and
pushed her onto the bed like a ragdoll, her back making a thud against the
headboard. She tried to roll away from him, but he pinned her to the bed,
stomach against the sheets and in an instant, forced himself into her. As she
let out a yelp of pain, I rose up from the chair and tossed it aside, crashing
it against the lavish flower patterned carpet.
“That’s enough, get out of here. I mean it, go.”
The man’s stature alone was intimidating, and his reaction
even more so. He chuckled at my order and told me he’d leave when he was done.
I grabbed the medium sized hunting knife from the sheath
wrapped around my right leg and stuck it into his back. I was not sure if he
was dead after the first strike, but he toppled onto Ella. She asked for my
help to get him off her, so I tossed him off of her and onto the floor below
where it made a huge crash.
She threw her arms around my neck and thanked me for my help
before asking me for one more thing. Reaching into her bag, she pulled out a
knife of similar size to the one I had used and put it on the bed.
“I’m gonna need you to lift him and put him back on the
bed.”
“Oh come on! What for?”
“Would it make for much of a story if I told you why? Just
do it.”
A deep sigh exited my lips as I bent down to lift him. He
must have been at least two hundred and fifty pounds. I struggled to place him
where she wanted him, but saw her request through.
“Now what?”
“Now you hold his head for me so I can slit his throat.”
I was confused. “Ella, he’s dying, if not dead already. There
is no need.”
“You’re right, but he deserves for me to slice him for what
he did. So hold his head up for me.”
Again, I did what she told me and held his head up so she
could get a clean cut. A once white tee turned crimson as she slid the knife
across his throat, slowly collecting in small puddles on the bed.
“James,” she said as the man expired in her arms.
“Yeah, Ella?” I sat across from her with the corpse in
between us.
“Will you just hold me?”
Without hesitation, I rolled the man off the bed, leading to
another thump echoing across the room. I embraced her small, slender physique,
my hands sliding under her shirt and cupping her small firm breasts as I held her
tightly in a pool of his blood. She turned her head to look into my eyes and I
knew we’d be the perfect couple. The perfect killing couple.
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
The Orchid
She awoke from the nap that she didn’t intend to take,
rushing to the window to see blue skies and orchids sprouting from the sharp
grass outside. A sense of bewilderment overcame her, knowing that she fell
asleep to a world resembling a shaken snow globe, yet awoke to a picturesque
summer morning. Hope frantically made her way to the door and swung it open to
find an old woman standing before her.
Her grey hair barely grazed her neck and her wrinkles
resembled a beach after the waves had their way with the sand that lay in front
of it.
“Come with me. Your husband is in trouble. I found him half
a mile north, suffering from the cold weather.”
She looked back at her, disbelief painting her face.
“Who are you and what happened to Matthew?”
“He is fine now, but he needs you more than ever. I took him
in and have been nursing him all night. He asked about you and told me where to
find you. Now come, we must go.”
Hope thought it over for a second or two before abrasively
denying her command.
“No,” she said with a hint of rebellion in her tone, “I won’t
go with you. Who’s to say that you’re even telling the truth? You come across a
single woman in a cabin, of course you’re gonna assume that I have a husband. I’m
sorry but I’m gonna have to ask you to leave.”
Hope clutched the handle to the door and began to slam it
shut, but before she could, she felt the brute strength of this woman stopping
her force. The grey haired woman pushed the door back, resulting in Hope ending
up on the floor, unconscious after banging her head on the lavish coffee table
provided by the resort.
In the same way she dragged Matthew through the white,
fluffy chasm, she treated Hope with similar regard. As she stepped out of the doorway with Hope’s legs in her palms,
she stopped to pluck an orchid from the miniature garden directly outside of
the window. Hope struggled to wake up from her state of lethargy, turning her
head back and forth as If she was dreaming. She mouthed the words, “Matthew,
no, I’m coming for you.”
Dust kicked up behind her as she was pulled by her ankles at
the will of this abnormally strong woman. With the orchid resting between her
teeth, beads of sweat began to fall from her brow, lending dampness to the
otherwise sun scorched land under her feet. As she rested to take a breather,
she scanned the cloudless skies above and saw a trio of cardinals in flight.
The red birds made their way to the pavement and strolled towards the woman,
who had relinquished the grip of Hope’s feet.
As the woman approached the three birds, she was puzzled by
the fact that they were receptive to her presence. She ripped the orchid from
her teeth and tossed it besides Hope’s face with no regard as to where it
landed. While the cardinals pecked the dirt, she reached out and snatched one
by the throat, snapping its neck instantly.
The other two flew away as the elderly woman looked up to
the sky and smiled to the God’s up above, thanking them for this gift that was
bestowed upon her. As she kissed the bird, she placed it inside of her cleavage
inside of the black v-neck shirt she donned.
“This is magical. Thank you, Lord. Thank you.”
The cave was only two hundred yards away, but she regretted
not bringing a bottle of water with her for the trip. She underestimated the
heat, and she knew that if she didn’t haste her way back it would be a decision
she’d eternally regret. Her wrinkled fingertips clutched the flower and placed
it directly beside the deceased bird. She concluded that dragging this woman
was no longer a viable option, and picked her up over her shoulders and carried
her to the cave.
Before sliding the rock concealing the inside of it, she
tossed her to the ground like a package of unmixed cement. Once the light
entered the opening, she rolled her inside. A chill was in the air due to no
sunlight entering the shelter for over a day, so she didn’t bother closing it
off.
Matthew and Hope still lay unconscious, side by side as she
removed both items from her shirt. Placing them on a table that housed the
mixture she had concocted for Matthew, she ventured over to Hope and put the
orchid in her left hand before folding both hands over her chest. She then
walked over to Matthew and did the same, but with the bird instead.
Standing over two of them, she grabbed a green book from the
aforementioned table. A demonic chant that she read from the book echoed
throughout the quarters.
“Sa-may-lek-heim, Pol-ayno-la-shay, let them be forever
united, as one,” she repeated a dozen times. Their eyes opened simultaneously,
and stared at each other, uncertain of what had happened to them.
“What the fuck have you done to us?!,” Matthew shrieked.
The woman giggled and stepped over them and said, “Fear not,
my son. You have been given the gift of eternal life. You shall not ever leave
this place. All three of us are now one, stuck here until the end of time. It’s
about time I got some company.”
Monday, July 9, 2012
A Wrinkle In Time
The wind was whistling around him and slapping him at a
relentless pace. It began to chafe away at his nose and lips as he trekked
forth. He lifted his hand over his mouth and sighed as he looked ahead of him
to see that this storm was not slowing down in the least. He stuck his right
hand into the pocket of his thin jacket and pulled out a small bottle of
McCormick vodka. As he twisted the cap off and took a considerable gulp, he
heard heavy footsteps approaching behind him.
Matthew turned around to see nothing to match the sounds he
thought he heard. He shrugged it off and continued through the snowy abyss.
Wiping his lips clean of the crust that had built up from the wind, he again
heard massive footprints. He dropped the bottle into the snow and, as he turned
his body around to face this anonymous source, he thought he was envisioning a
mirage.
An old woman, wrinkled from her forehead to her chin stepped
towards him. She stopped as she met with him face to face, and pointed her cane
directly to his face.
“You. You know what you’ve done, don’t you? The misery
you’ve caused just by being who you are? Come with me.”
“No,” he said defiantly, “I will not go with you. You think
a couple words are gonna make me trust you? Get the fuck outta here.”
“As you wish,” she said as she disappeared where she stood,
dissipating into a cloud of blue dust. Matthew ran his hands down his forehead
over his eyes, shaking his head to determine whether what he saw was true to
life. With the bottle of vodka still in his hand, he took another sip before
dropping to his knees, laughing in the face of the storm that threatened his
life. The skin that lay beneath his thin cotton jacket offered no protection
from the fierce predicament he found himself in. He imagined that this must be
what the ice age felt like, lonely and cold, awaiting the final kiss from the
reaper’s lips.
Matthew began to dig a hole to crawl in to with hopes of
sheltering himself from the cold. Using his bare hands until they turned a dark
shade of pink, he shoveled the snow in various directions around him. He
reached into his coat to take another sip of the bottle, and let out a
regretful, “fuck” upon realizing that it was no longer in his possession.
He had a decision to make, and not much time to make it in.
He figured that if he were to dig up the bottle, it would provide body warmth
and prove to be more beneficial than the potential tomb he was digging. On the
flip side, he knew from his father’s experience in the armed forces that you
could survive the intense weather with the proper preparation.
Matthew sat down on the cold, wet ground and folded his legs
Indian style while pounding his fist into the snow. He shouted at the sky and
damned whichever God may have wished this to be. He got up out of his crouch
and again tossed away the snow without gloves on. As he continued to dig away,
he looked around to see the mountain of snow that he had brushed aside.
Either a big chunk of time passed while he attempted to
burrow his way to the now missing vodka, or there was more snow than he initially
thought. No matter the scenario, he determined it was high time for a breather.
He wrapped his arms around his head and curled into the fetal position, attempting
to thwart off Mother Nature’s vicious side.
Suddenly, the wind calmed, the wintery mix stopped swirling,
and the snow melted from under him. As winter evaporated and gave birth to the
summer scene that he left behind from the previous night’s rest, he heard a
voice behind him. The old woman approached him, baring a wooden club that
shined once the light touched it. Before he could ask what she wanted this
time, he was cracked in the head with the slab of wood and dragged across the
dirt.
The woman reached a cave and rolled him inside before
entering it herself. She stood over him and clutched a wooden bowl and mixed a
concoction of paste and water with a brown wooden spoon. She dumped a bit of
water on his face to bring him back to consciousness. He gasped and wiped his
eyes before looking in hers.
“Where am I?” he asked her, still groggy from the blow to
the head.
She laughed before answering him.
“Exactly where you should be, my child.”
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Lost In Paradise
Using every ounce of her strength to shut the door was
draining the little energy she had collected from the previous night’s rest. Visibly
winded as she engaged the lock, she panted like a dog in heat as she thought
through her approach. There wasn’t much she could
do, she awoke in a sprawl of a freezing cold. The thing that puzzled her was
the fact that the climate inside of the cabin remained unchanged. Considering
the stark contrast from the outside world, she decided it was best to wake her
husband from his peaceful slumber.
Always a klutz, she tripped over the shoes that were
scattered about the oak wood floor. She giggled to herself, knowing that
Matthew would surely fire a snide remark about it. She caught herself against
the wall and took a breath before stepping toward him with caution. As Mrs. Wallace
sat next to her sleeping husband, she let the calmness of the moment become
her. She wondered if she would be better off just sitting at the kitchen table
and staring out the window until he woke up. He wouldn’t take kindly to that
and she knew as much.
She rocked his shoulder back and forth until he mumbled and
raised his head up from the pillow underneath his head. The string of drool
followed his cheek as he pulled his head up to ask why she woke him up.
“I was actually dreaming for once, what’s the matter?”
“You have a good dream? Cause I can tell you this, no dream
you were having could’ve prepared you for what you’re about to see.”
“Is this you over exaggerating again?,” he snapped back, “why
don’t you go flirt with the desk clerk?”
“Because there’s no one left to flirt with.”
Matthew threw the blankets aside and rumbled towards the
kitchen window.
“What in the fuck is this? What’d you do?”
“What did I do?! I can control the weather now? Get over
yourself, love.”
He hated when she’d refer to him in an affectionate tone
when they were bickering.
“Alright, so you woke up and what? You just realize that we’re
neighbors with Santa and his legion of elves?”
“Right.”
“Why do you gotta break my balls? Did you look outside? We’re
not prepared for this. We have no winter gear, all we have is camping supplies.
So unless you know something I don’t, how about we take this a little more
seriously?” He ran the faucet and placed his hand under the flowing water. “Well,
we still have hot water pressure, so that’s a positive.”
“Maybe you’re taking a bit too seriously, Matthew. You said
you wanted to get away from it all, so we are. Farther than you could have ever
imagined. What is worrying going to do for us? Stress us out? Why not embrace
the situation?”
“You’re fucking crazy,” he said before turning the knob on
the faucet off. “We have two kids at home, what if we don’t come back when we’re
supposed to. Your mother can’t watch them as we rot away in a cabin. It isn’t
built to deal with these kinds of extreme conditions.”
She rolled her eyes and flipped her hair back before
speaking.
“You don’t even know what it’s like out there. I do. I
opened the door and felt the wind nearly knock me down. Maybe that would’ve
been a better wake up call for you, huh?”
“Are you trying to fight with me? I don’t want to fight with
you, Hope. It’s counterproductive. We’re wasting time arguing when we should be
trying to figure out what the fuck we’re gonna do.”
“That’s what I’m trying to tell you! There’s nothing we can
do. We just have to hope for the best.”
He grimaced at her suggestion and grabbed his light fleece
jacket that rested on the kitchen chair. “I’ve never been one to just wait it
out, you know this. Now you can either come with me and try to find out what’s
going on here, or you can sit here and twiddle your thumbs.”
Tossing the jacket over his head and slipping his arms
inside, he looked at her for an answer.
“Well?”
“I’m thinking.”
“Fine. You think. I’m gonna go take a look around outside
and see what I find.”
He swung the door open with brute strength and braced himself to
enter the freezing unknown. The wind whistled and stung his clean shaven face.
He thought back to when he told her he’d prefer to keep his beard. She shot
down the notion that would’ve been helpful in regards his overall warmth.
Snowflakes stuck to his eyebrows and swished in front of him, clouding his
vision. He could see no more than ten feet ahead of him.
It appeared his wife was staying inside, leaving him to
brave this battle on his lonesome. It was a challenge that he was open to
accepting. He treaded forth, the snow crunching under every step.
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